I attended a local dinner and awards event last evening and was profoundly moved by one of the speakers. Jane, a well-regarded chaplain offered her insights into forgiveness, prosperity and healing through a personal story.
Years before she was asked by a doctor to accompany him on patient interviews to determine potential organ donors. She had willingly accepted, though clearly humbled by the thought of having to choose who would receive life affirming organs and who would not.
THE INTERVIEW OF A LIFETIME
“ Cross Ross” was as negative as they come. He complained that while waiting for a heart transplant, his wife was spending all his money, his company was tanking and his children had not once come to visit. Additionally, the nurses caring for him were stupid. He demanded a new heart citing the news that three young teens had perished in a car accident a day before and one of their organs would do. He offered to make a large donation to the hospital to expedite matters and if he didn’t get what he wanted NOW, he offered to make a lot of trouble.
The next interview was a man named Roger. He spoke softly about how much he loved his family, how grateful he was to be in such good care. He also mourned the loss of the three young teens so tragically murdered by a drunken drive. He grieved for the surviving parents and offered prayers for their healing. He had kids of his own and wanted to live so he could see them married and be a granddad. If he didn’t get a new heart, he accepted that the lord had better plans for him.
Later the doctor inquired who might be the best candidate for a heart transplant?
The chaplain replied she believed Roger deserved it, admitting ‘Cross Ross’ was difficult to have compassion for. Even so, she found it all to be a very difficult decision to make.
The doctor agreed that Roger should receive the heart transplant, but not for the reasons the chaplain had cited. A recent medical discovery proclaimed that a patient who was habitually angry produced a sticky, toxic substance in the body that eventually rejected a transplanted organ. On the other hand, a patient who was at peace with life was a much better candidate for successful transplant. As the hospital was not in the business of giving out transplants to fail, Roger would receive the heart.
WHAT KEEPS FORGIVENSS FROM FOR GIVING?
What is it that keeps us from letting go of hurt and anger? What keep us from letting in forgiveness? My own belief is that humans are the only species on the planet that can live from birth to the grave fanning the flames of judgment.
If we have been wronged, feel hurt or betrayed we will tell the story to ourselves and others over and over again, each time creating that ‘sticky substance’ around our heart and other vital organs, poisoning our minds, our bodies and our possibilities for freedom.
I’ve been an Equine Guided Educator since 2002 and worked with hundreds of people in my programs. I am convinced that no matter what education, title or station individuals may have arrived to; each becomes their own self-fulfilling prophecy and limiting factor by how they judge themselves and/or others.
Observing and being in the company of horses has been an amazing source of inspiration and healing to my both myself and my clients.
Horses are so present with each other, each with its own distinct personality and push into the herd. They don’t live in their stories, incapable of judging. If a horse gets into a spat with another horse about something, they squeal, kick; sometimes bite -and then it is over. Five minutes later they are eating next to one another as if nothing had transpired. By example, horses offer an inspirational and profound example to help humans’ bridge the unforgivable gap.
When our judge is loose and empowered, ego gives way, energy is constricted and hope disappears from view. How then do humans open up to the bigger untapped observation field of possibility and hold others and ourselves the way the horse would?
This re-awakening to ‘Horse Sense’ is the opportunity horses offer to raise our frequency awareness, hone our intuitive muscle, encourage our imaginations and observation practices by opening our hearts.
HORSE SENSE FOR THE 21ST CENTURY- PRACTICES IN FORGIVENESS
- Forgiveness is FOR GIVING.
- Make a commitment NOW to forgive those you hold captive in your wounded heart.
- When we forgive someone else, we free ourselves. We don’t have to forget the hurt or invite our nemesis to tea but we do need to free ourselves from the source of our pain
- Think about the person you need to forgive, allow yourself to remember a time when you shared something of value. A time when the conversation flowed, when that person did something wonderful for you. Let yourself “leap frog” from that time to now. You are forgiving that person for yourself, to free the chains that bind you to limitation and regret.
- Bless the experience for it taught you something worthwhile in spite of the hurt.
- Let the person and the story go and go forward living life.
By the way ‘Cross Ross’, moved to another hospital and received a heart transplant. He complained that the staff at the new hospital was more stupid and inept that the previous one. He died a short while later.
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